poetry

9/6/4

6 knew it was going to be one

of those days when 9 dragged

him and 4 out

behind her house to look at the dark

clouds and dance in puddles

if the drops fell.

So there they stood in the humid air,

9’s light, cheerful laughter

contrasting the

darkness looming over them. He could

not help but join her; 4

simply smiled

alongside them as she shifted back

and forth on her feet, torn

by the feeling

of uncertainty in her heart and

emanation of

acceptance from

her friends. As they stared into the sky,

large droplets began to

fall on their arms

and faces and noses, and 9 could

contain herself no more.

She lept into

the air and moved, catching the liquid

diamonds and sifting them

through her fingers

as they fell to earth and formed puddles

beneath her feet, the grin

never leaving

the childlike expression gracing

Her face as she danced in

The falling rain.

6 watched as 4’s smile became more

genuine as she caught

the cloud drips on

her tongue, no longer concerned with

opinions of people

she had learned she

could trust, slowly letting go of her

fears, and he tilted his

head back and watched

the rain fall toward onto his face

and into his eyes, and

knew that in his

heart, he could never be happier

than he was with these friends

doing small things,

paying attention to moments that

others do not

respect and appreciate as much

as they should in their lives.

6 glances at 9

as she twirls inside and around the

puddles forming quickly

at her feet, and

she looks at him, deep into his eyes

as he stares back through hers.

Then she smiles,

one of her innocent heart-melting

beams – unforgettable.

He loves this most.

poetry

When You Ask What I’m Thinking

Lost in the hallucination of my mind

where reality is Schrodinger’s experiment –

both fact and fiction are one and the same –

I traverse the land without a map.

How can someone keep track

of such an endless, unstable landscape?

I sure as hell can’t –

but is hell even sure?

Straying, trying to find the path –

a path, any way to navigate this place

with some fragmented level of certainty,

I want to unlock the box,

to figure out what in this whole mess

is actually real, to find some way out;

but the box is shut tight.

I’m locked inside,

and in all this chaos

of everything and nothing,

I still can’t find the key.

poetry

2018

What is the distinction between 2017 and 2018?

All that changes is the last number on our calendar

and we start a new cycle around the sun,

but people all over think that makes a difference.

When the clock strikes midnight,

people think their lives will start to turn around

like a fairytale that never made sense to me.

Cinderella didn’t really do much

other than sing to mice and take care of her house

and then BAM –

the fairy godmother gives her a nice dress,

suddenly she has a nice prince,

and they live happily ever after.

 

How does she get such a happy ending?

The animals make her dress and tell her to go,

the fairy godmother gives her a new one

and the means to get to the ball,

and the prince likes her after knowing her

for maybe an hour or so.

She just goes along with it all,

and everything falls into place

like pieces of a puzzle

that weren’t even taken out of the box.

She may deserve it

after dealing with her wicked family,

but happiness doesn’t get handed out

for tolerating those around you.

 

Maybe I missed the memo,

but when the new year comes around,

everyone seems to think that the change

from 7 to 8 summons a fairy godmother

or that the list they make will be achieved on their own.

We’re in the 21st century, not a fairy tale.

There is no fairy godmother.

At the stroke of midnight,

a new year will start,

but a new you takes more time

than clock does to chime.

Push forward into the future

and start writing your own story.

poetry

December Radiance

Twinkling

red, green, white lights

poke their beams out,

peeking from under the soft blanket

of snow covering them.

From rooftop ledges, garden shrubbery,

pine trees in people’s homes,

their eyes follow the brightly colored wrapping

scattered across the floors,

overflowing out of trash bins,

and the gleaming smiles

of children and adults alike.

 

Like the stars in the night above,

the lights cheerily continue

to do what they do best –

they shine.

poetry

Late Night Car Ride

Wind whips through the car window,

rushing through the fingers of hands

that reach past the leather interior

and into the shadows. Flashing past

the scarce streetlight,

our heartbeats speed up to match

the rotation of the wheels,

the pulse of the speakers,

the roar of the engine

as the air pulls our breath away

and leaves the legato notes and laughter

on the pavement behind us

as we continue on,

rushing forward into the night

under the light of the stars.